Laundry day.... mega!

I never like ironing clothes... its tedious, tiring and boring. And to top things up, i dont really know how to iron. Its just.... sien.... especially when i got a pile this much:

HAh.... instead of getting started, i'm blogging bout it. But I've found my joy in ironing. I'll get up at 2am, get a coke, and iron in the dead of night. Sleepy, so quiet.... serene.... and my head still stoned. Thats my ironing moments. I'll do that later then i guess.

It just reflects on how much stuff in my life i have to iron out, and get it straight. Alot..... A little at a time and i'm trying to find the joy in it. Getting things straight can be joyful. Especially when i got a load of new fresh clothes. agree?

Morning call

Some things just cant be given up so easily. Its like being disenchanted from a spell but falls back nostalgically to its drawbacks. I cannot find a better way to explain how I feel now. There's so many mix feelings from the chain of events thats been taking place.

Maybe i need a quick holiday.

I'm sitting here and thinking why bother to describe my mood swing here. Then it got me thinking of the reason of blogging again. Wait, what am I saying? Its all coming back now. I just woke up and I'll feel perfectly normal in a couple of hours time. For a moment I felt like deleting the entire paragraph on top but it seems to me that i'll waste my early morning time spend here. Maybe its how I deal with changes.

People dont like changes. But thoses how brace it will succeed, those who shunt it will be just the same alwasy - the pathetic boring same. Hmm..... morning thoughts from Ben.

Ok... feeling much better now! thanks bloggie!

I'm off to golf.

fresh from the office

Ah well well.... what a wonderful office senario that should just stick this way and i just felt like droping a post here: unproductivity and office lost time.



See the picture.... its my desk. yup yup. blogging while working.... and oh, on msn somemore. tsk tsk.



Haa.... my point is,

1. it was really warzone this morning with work loads coming in and i think the whole production wont crash if i just took off 15 minutes. I will only resort to this if i was overworked.

2. you think i'm an office bum? ok, i get at lease 2 prank calls a day, 3 prank emails and ppl coming to me just to laugh at my jokes. all from my colleagues. you see, they spend so much more time planning pranks on me than working. someone even use my pc when i'm not around to send "i like you" emails to my boss.

3. my theory is: if u take good and long breaks, u'll fell guilty. when u feel guilty, you'll do more work. taa daa.... genious.

work harder?

Bang bang bang 2

some pictures from last weekend. ah, as usual i'm lazy to type a story, so u all figure out by the pictures. Nice....

The maniac crew

Cows

Baby Cow

Farm ride


He he

And it just gets more exciting....

Getting ready what a normal day to load up the guns?

what did ya call me, huh??? WHAT??!


Terrorist/Counter terrorist

ok, this is what i call real toys

We tried hunting for hogs at night on the truck, but it got stuck in the mud and had to walk back to the farm. So if we dont return, this is our photo, pls find us!

anyway... no luck hunting that night..... nothing showed up. ah well..... its a whole bunch of fun though.

Its very good.... and very bad too.

I just cant describe how excited i am bout things back home. its really a wrong time to be overseas now. well, besides the changes of the political landscape and the government, alot of things are also taking changes practically in everything and to everyone. Or just maybe its been awhile since i'm away.... i miss the things going on within Youth and my friends. Used to be very involved in the things there and their lives, its really a drag being separated from them.

Anyways, I'm very happy with the election results. Its a clear message that Malaysians are waking up to say enough is enough. "Its a clear message that democracy is evident in Malaysia." - Badawi. But also a clear message that complacency, corruption, mismanagement, and inequality from the government will not prevail. All races in agreement, Malays, Chinese and Indians. this election result was more drastic than 69's May13 and we go a peaceful change now. what more can we ask for? all in unity for change. We give thanks.

In another hand, winning an election doesnt shows that this country has change for the proper.

To the ruling party. If this is not your wake up call then you guys will never wake up. All the people responsible for your lost should be gotten rid off and strive to provide what the people need towards a better future of equality, prosperity, and democracy. And stop making people think that what you want is what we need. Personal agendas degrades the society.


For the stronger opposition, what will be done now will determine their standings in the next election. Prove to us that your policies will work. Another thing that should be monitor is the cooperation between the opposition coalition parties. Seriously.... its pretty anxious to see how they'll work to gather in this magnitude.

And how come the MCA president pull out from being nominated into the cabinet?! Means now there'll be no MIC and MCA party leader in the cabinet? UMNO..... come on....

BANG BANG BANG!!

Got all my firepower layed out for this weekend! Going shooting and hunting in some ranch some where. So went to walmart to stock on my amoury! 750 bullets all together!!

The Fire Power!!

The Champ Elese of my Arsenal!

Wah AHHAHA.... Parade thy power!! Firearms Superiority and beyond!! (man... i'm becoming like Kim Jong Il)

Wah ahhahaha.... stack it stack it stack it...! I got more firepower in my room than a small police station in Malaysia! Seriously!

The power 38 SPL extreme, the 9mm, and the .22 (used in Counter Strike T standard handgun)

Yawn.... i get up every morning at the sight of 38 extrems..... ahahha

Looks like this weekend is gonna be a bang.... literally! WAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

My First Snow!

WEEEEEEEEEE........!!!

SNOW... I cast thee.... SNOW!! Snow snow snow!!

Freezing.... Saul cant take it

1st snowball attempt

More snowballs..... which was then smashed on Saul's face after this shot. HEHEHE

Frozen car

Vandelism

Who needs jacket huh??? who needs it...?? no need!!

Had fun..... not much snow now its getting thicker. COOLS