Morning call

Some things just cant be given up so easily. Its like being disenchanted from a spell but falls back nostalgically to its drawbacks. I cannot find a better way to explain how I feel now. There's so many mix feelings from the chain of events thats been taking place.

Maybe i need a quick holiday.

I'm sitting here and thinking why bother to describe my mood swing here. Then it got me thinking of the reason of blogging again. Wait, what am I saying? Its all coming back now. I just woke up and I'll feel perfectly normal in a couple of hours time. For a moment I felt like deleting the entire paragraph on top but it seems to me that i'll waste my early morning time spend here. Maybe its how I deal with changes.

People dont like changes. But thoses how brace it will succeed, those who shunt it will be just the same alwasy - the pathetic boring same. Hmm..... morning thoughts from Ben.

Ok... feeling much better now! thanks bloggie!

I'm off to golf.